-=~ aLphAboi ~=-

Happy Again

2010-05-03T13:51:00.002+08:00

After the huge fight, we have moved on.As quickly as it all happened, darling( now baby) decided to push the reset button.We quickly changed our pet names and started being sweet to each other.I feel that she changed alot recently for me. She noticed and tried to change those things i said about her. But the fight isnt a 1 man show, I am trying to do my best to change for her too.As much as I can

壞人

2010-04-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

歌名：壞人 (牽牛花開的日子片尾)演唱者：方炯鑌詞曲：阿鑌那一扇車門關出我們的裂痕一聲就震斷了回頭的路程愛無法均分以後就留給你們也許用傷害結束愛才更動人容忍的人其實並不笨只是寧可對自己殘忍既然愛不能恆溫祝福就給你下一個人你是好人也是個壞人對我坦誠只為了朝他狂奔不能放任所以放了這點痛我還能忍我是好人也是個壞人分得夠狠你才有藉口轉身寧願愛一點不剩也不忍看戀人愛成路人容忍的人其實並不笨只是寧可對自己殘忍既然愛不能恆溫祝福就給你下一個人你是好人也是個壞人對我坦誠只為了朝他狂奔不能放任所以放了這點痛我還能忍我是好人也是個壞人分得夠狠你才有藉口轉身寧願愛一點不剩也不忍看戀人愛成路人三個人從不對等總有個人必須犧牲那永恆就等他帶你完成你是好人也是個壞人對我坦誠只為了朝他狂奔不能放任所以放了這點痛我還能忍我是好人也是個壞人分得夠狠

Moving Forward

2010-04-15T14:33:00.002+08:00

After vomitting everything out, I didnt feel much better. Last night i even woke up at 3+ just to check on facebook. I couldnt sleep well. My heart hurts and I dont want to make her cry.But deep down, I know its not possible. Things have accumulated in me and I had to vent it out.Today I wore the ring the entire day since i woke up. I'm not trying to prove anything but its just to remind me of

Heartfelt emotions

2010-04-15T14:31:00.000+08:00

Many friends say my love is tough. I had a demanding gf. I know i love her too much to leave her.. This time I know i purposely lied about going meet them up. BUT.. its to meet friends.. not to have a fling or have sex with another girl.. In my mind, all i thought about was ANGER and i needed to drink so much that it could make me drunk..Morning when she woke up she was cold to me already. I know

Is this what i want ?

2010-04-15T13:46:00.002+08:00

Yes i lied. In the first place, I felt like going cos its only in many months that i even meet them up. Moreover, I haven been having fun with my friends much.The week before i went to drink with them.. but becos i know its raining, and i have to go to gf place after that, i took the car. I stayed away from the alcohol and was bored there. this time i didnt even reply shah until i got home. I

angry

2010-03-21T23:14:00.003+08:00

I'm angry at someone.1. for ignoring me.2. for taking me for granted3. for getting angry when I'm suppose to be the one getting angry..

Wallet and wallet

2010-02-09T15:27:00.002+08:00

Went to walk around during lunch time.Saw the Braun Buffel Boutique and saw many nice wallets.But i only selected 3 to zoom down on my choice.REISE 338 $143T3 LZ 312 $129MACHT 310 $106The shop says hard leather wallets are more lasting which i agree...Was thinking of getting a black wallet..WHat i wanted is only enough to put my cards and the logo nice...Actually MACHT the logo is

50 reasons why singapore is best in the world

2010-01-21T10:31:00.001+08:00

1. Food capital of the worldSingapore = Food. The city-state dominates the 'net with food blogs where hungry netizens compare, dissect, argue and swap foodie fodder, scouring the island for new tastes. And nearly every conceivable victual from every earthly corner has a home here. Fancy authentic Egyptian Baba Ghanoush? Arab Street's got you covered. Crave something Nigerian besides a scam e-mail

benefits of sleeping

2010-01-05T10:27:00.000+08:00

How Dream Interpretation Can Help YOU! Have you ever thought about the question, "Why do people dream"? Dream study is not something new. The curious nature of humans makes us wonder why things work the way they do - and why things happen the way they do. Just think about the money that has been spent on space exploration - to find the answers to the "whys". Everyone dreams - it is a

What does RSVP mean ?

2010-01-04T14:06:00.000+08:00

{word of the day: RSVP} an abbreviation for a french phrase - Répondez S'il Vous Plaît - which means "please respond"

the KTVs in singapore

2009-12-21T15:47:00.001+08:00

Join the K Box/Partyworld Singapore Facebook group here. SINGAPORE JOINTS Locations Pictures(K-Box Marina Square) Membership$10 (for life) RatesLook carefully at the fine print and you’ll see that they have a compulsory $1.50 Karaoke-on-demand (K.O.D) (for song licensing) charge per person, on top of $6 tidbit charge for every 1 to 2 person (how on EARTH can there be a part thereof?!).

Lost

2009-11-25T16:04:00.002+08:00

Lately i have had many quarrels with her. its not something i wanted. But i feel that her expectations of me grew. From sending her home only became sending to work too.. and now sending her to meet her friends..Maybe i'm just selfish... i dont want to send her and after tat go home feeling lonely. When i said yes i want to see her bank account, i didnt mean it. I just wanted her to come true

End of contract

2009-11-04T11:40:00.002+08:00

Today is the last 2nd day of my work. Although the last day is suppose to be on monday, I have some off i can clear so i am taking thursday as my last day here.My future seems grim (dark) , I dont know what my future lies and if i can get another job soon.money would become a big problem when i have to pay for bills and yet be able to survive the jobless months.My relationship has been 7 months

Movie

2009-07-29T11:52:00.002+08:00

Came to work feeling sleepy..Pretty much a simple day... worked until 6 and went to meet darling at 7 plus.Was at vivomart looking for swimwear for darling.. i realise that i actually have alot in mind i wanted to buy.. i dunno when i could get the items on my wishlist or if my wishlist is even complete..Though i did want to take up savings plan, i'm only worried that it would leave me with

Swimming & Pulau Ubin Part 2

2009-07-27T08:58:00.003+08:00

Had a weekend workout with darling. Saturday we went to seng kang Anchorvale CC for swimming. It was actually fun.. the place had many facilities and the pool wasnt deep and it was indoors. Can avoid the sun and can swim without getting the tan or afraid of the rain.There is even MacDonalds there. Cool right... Went to her house to chill after that.. its pretty fun to just stay home and chill..

3 month approaching 4 month

2009-07-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

hi blog.. its time for some updates... June was good. July is just beginning...Luckily for me June is the month where i had abit of spare cash when i got reservist pay and company pay at the same time...Though i splurged it all.. i at least didnt have to suffer like hell at the end of the month..Monetary stress is always there... I just think i cant quite manage my finance well enough..

End of ICT

2009-06-09T14:43:00.002+08:00

its June and i have gotten used to being clerk and doing duties with FDS.After all, its really easy work as compared to others.I dont mind doing more but i do think tat in few years time i might mind already.I got news from ncs that they will still pay me as per usual and get claims from the mindef.I'm nt sure if i received pay from mindef as well. haven checked.Well whatever it is as long as i m

Turn of events

2009-06-06T14:50:00.006+08:00

Its really suay till the end of May ..I went reservist and i got posted to FDS. Whats more.. i cant be back to my medical center.Got stuck at FDS doing clerk work but i have to book in with them as well.I dunno seriously what all this really implies and how i am going to be really affected in future, but i know it does affect me now esp when i yearn for more time with my darling.Sometimes,

what a month - May 2009

2009-05-24T14:51:00.002+08:00

May 2009.From the start of the May 2009, it hasnt been good for me.Start of the month i got into a car accident. This lady bang me. ask me go survey the insurance how much then later turn back to claim that i bang her instead. Loads of trouble started.Money problem comes when this month i duno why everything was a few hundreds to pay out and i really didnt have enough for myself and darling.

useless

2009-04-24T00:22:00.003+08:00

i feel so useless.Darling read the post and got angry at me.I want to know whats going on and what i had done wrong.I really dont know how to handle this. Darling said leave her be but how can i leave her alone.I want to be there. but it seems like i only made things worse...it feels so miserable to not be able to help and not be able to make her feel better.can some girl teach me more about

bad day

2009-04-24T00:16:00.001+08:00

fed up and fucked up day for me.morning had problems at work. Users dont understand the problems at the technical side..saying last time got ppl do before.. so dont care.. my colleague whom they claim did before must explain then we can do another way.Afternoon darling phone went flat. was so worried i was going crazy.literally going crazy cos i cant contact her and she seem to be angry tat i nt

跑步

2009-04-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

今天是新期三, 我还有碍15天才拿工钱. 钱啊,钱啊,钱啊.快点来好吗？我快要撑不住了．今天时间过得好快,没什么时间闲着.　老板有给我新的任务．是简单的事，可是很费工．晚上没有约会，所以一放工我就无精打采．反而我回来看电视，我就在想我应不应该去跑步．到了９点的时候我还是去了．不知道为何我竟然跑到她家楼下等．　等了半个小时之后就开始下雨了．我知道她应该还不会那么快到家吧．我也等不及了．雨越下越大．我只好一直跑一直跑．很失望可是却没办法．当中我有在思考，想了很多东西．每当我一个人的时候我都胡思乱想.我到家,我女朋友也刚好到家了. 随然她知道我有在等她, 她却没反应. 好失望.还好他还会逗我开心, 让我的心情回负过来.DARLING.Ｉ LOVE　ＹＯＵ．！　我爱你！

1 month anniversary

2009-04-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

The long awaited 14th April. That marks the special day for the both of us.1st month anniversary. To every couple, this is a mile stone that says this relationship is still in the honeymood period. For us, I feel that this is the beginning of a very stable relationship.Early morning i went to work as usual. I was anticipating the lunch time period so that i could go off. Its not because i took a

Our 36 hours

2009-04-12T14:36:00.005+08:00

Exciting day started with a bad plan.Thought it was thursday morning i got to fetch by my brother.But things started looking better.Thursday evening i met darling for a movie.. wanted to catch fast and furious 4 but didnt. Ended up we watch Shinjuku Incident then my bro send us home.That was just the beginning. Once bro send us home i need to fetch sis and help send farid shoes for the

Everyday Problems

2009-04-09T19:48:00.002+08:00

OK. I am here to nag about my problems...I dont keep problems very well in my heart so i might as well say it all out here.Problem 1 :Money. The root of most problems ever to Human(* of this age). This is a particular long month cos i bought my specs, spent more time and money out with darling, took alot of cab. I blame it all on myself for taking so much cab earlier. Now i regret. LOL.I know

worried

2009-04-07T00:02:00.001+08:00

worried about money matters.maybe i'm fallin sick soon. I hope i dont

sunday @ home

2009-04-05T16:09:00.002+08:00

Came home pretty early on saturday night. Went to meet her and we went to east coast.Not a smooth journey. on the journey we talked alot about our transport problem. She seem quite determind to go get a bike license so we could at least travel without worrying about taking cab or distance.Personally i'm not very into bike and i feel its dangerous with all tat reckless drivers out there.Its cheap

Words of Appreciation are always wanted

2009-04-04T12:37:00.002+08:00

Talking to darling about some other people relationship and i cant help but feel...Its really never too much to appreciate your partners. With couples few years old, they usually stop saying words of caring and concern. This will slowly drift the relation as everything is taken for granted.For the past few days, its been great. Life with her has made me think alot into the future.Though it did

Graduation

2009-03-29T03:18:00.003+08:00

Graduation day is another busy day. Morning i woke up at 8. Tot it would start at 930 i took my time. Who knows CY called me. told me we need to be seated by 915.PANIC!!! quickly changed and went off. Brought my clothes and PSP only.I took cab... wow its 28 dollars...lately spent so much on cab no wonder my mom wana nag at me...My darling is concern about that matter also. I want to help her

Day 4. The day she returns

2009-03-29T03:02:00.002+08:00

This is to back date to the day my darling returned to singapore.Early morning wake up very late.. came to work early i think.Work has been busy in the morning but very slack in the afternoon.Time seem to pass quite fast coz i count down waiting for her. Even my colleagues know i am waiting for her coz all tune in to my facebook and sends their regards. Thank you guys!Darling said she want me to

Day 3. Counting down to arrival

2009-03-26T13:01:00.003+08:00

Day 3 is much easier than day 2.Its like the feeling when you climb mountain after you climb to the top.Now I have another half of the journey walking down. but walking down is easier.Over here after +2 days.. i am counting down coz tomorrow can see her.That gives me motivation and we did sms alot. That kept me going.If we didnt sms at all it would have been hell. Lucky we did. However, i even

day 2 without her

2009-03-24T21:18:00.002+08:00

Day 2 is a happy one.Received her sms early in the morning... she even called me !!!!u cant imagine the smile on my face when she called. Was feeling sleepy but became so awake the moment i saw her name pop up on my phone.Like i said, i managed to send some sms to her... Hopefully she received all.. If some also can..can tell that she is worried about money issues coz over buy liao... she even

day 1 without her

2009-03-23T19:46:00.003+08:00

The day started bad with my mom giving me problems. broke my promise coz she scream over the phone to ask me come home. felt so angry on the way home.. and so sorry to disappoint her.Woke up and spoke to her about the issue. Its actually not the 1st time and not a problem that just arise.. She has always been possessive mom. Didnt mind that in the past coz i was single and i feel i should be

Blissful life

2009-03-19T20:36:00.002+08:00

For the past 1 week, i had been very happy.I changed my facebook profile to in a relationship with shirley tung.Guys, its offical. I'm attached.Although i haven told anyone at home about it, i think they will find out slowly.I find that the more i'm with this girl. the more i find similiarity and compatibility.She is like the girl of my dreams and she is the girl i will love more and more.brought

Best 24 hours ever

2009-03-14T07:54:00.001+08:00

Wow, march 14 2009.It shall be a day i will remember as the happiest date.From midnight , we went to drink at fisherman.continuation of the night at ECP on the beach until sun rise with a macdonalds breakfast.Good feeling to feel the sea breeze while we sit and chat on the rocks.Go back to sleep for 3 hours and continue this wonderful date..Travelled to singapore flyers to buy tickets. booked for

jogging day

2009-03-13T01:55:00.001+08:00

boring day at work today..Just felt happy just doing sms with her.Things are looking quite optimistic.so far so good.went for a jog..until punggol...met her.. chatted.and its 1 small step ahead for us.I hope to take more steps till we both can really walk together

new updates

2009-03-12T01:47:00.003+08:00

Hey, i'm suppose to be sleeping.But i guess i will say something before i sleep.I found a girl of my dreams. Nothing is confirmed yet. I am trying though.I duno if this will eventually work out or not.. but i am willing to die trying anyway.work is still work.. its getting better since i am starting to learn on the job.There are still many things i dont know about work... feel like the deeper i

2009 Niu Year.

2009-01-26T17:58:00.002+08:00

Hey Its CNY Day 1. That means to say that i'm 24. 2 cycles around the lunar year calendar.Started working.. Programmer life... Not that its what i want to do .. But its not that bad either.Pretty saddened by some aunties that she mentioned 1st thing upon lookin at me : "Ni Fei le"kaoz... that so puts off my mood.. She said same thing last year too .. she even said this year fatter than last year.

a good site for reading

2008-11-12T00:03:00.003+08:00

http://www.datingadvicesecrets.com/men/ <<< saw this on the train. Someone actually printed it out and show the friend.If i had a Ipod Touch i could have used the net and seen it first hand.Anyway i found it.Cheers for all who needs some dating advices.

Work

2008-11-11T23:57:00.002+08:00

Hey, i started work.1st day isnt so good.Boring. Saw a few friends there. But overall, just not sure what i am getting into.2nd day is better.Sleepy in the entire morning, had lunch at botak jones. Its good. I tried cajun chicken set.After lunch another Nua time until jason came to teach me. Quite blur really. alot to learn. But no time to practise and i knocked off.Went for a hair cut at

Graduation + love + Life

2008-09-30T00:46:00.003+08:00

Hi people, i have graduated.Just finished my FYP presentation days ago and i am still thinking how did i even pass my course.. its simply amazing.. Learnt alot of things but i am nt sure if i can apply any of it at work.The FYP people are great. They helped me so much and i hope we can be the best team. Whether or not we get that Asia pacific competition isnt important, i just think we have

My Speedtest Results.

2008-08-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

Thats how fast my internet connection is.

My test results

2008-08-12T01:48:00.002+08:00

1. opened door - you are a person who is willing to share2. Round/oval - any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely3. Empty - your life is not fulfilled4. glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile5. 6 to 9 - high sex drive6. 2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life7. New - your last relationship is good and it’s still fresh

I did this text. Wow. Very true for me.

2008-08-12T01:44:00.000+08:00

Take a piece of paper and write down the answers.. The analysis is in the end....请拿出一张纸一支笔把你的答案写下来，结论就在后面。 Situation: 场景：You are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there...你在森林的深处，你向前走，看见前面有一座很旧的小屋。(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)这个小屋的门现在是什么状态？（开着/关着） (2) You enter the hut and see a table... What is the shape of the table? (Round/

RSA (Continuation of more whining)

2008-07-16T15:17:00.002+08:00

I'm like a train. a train that whines all the time... a series of whining and complaining. That makes me feel better??? TO a certain extent yes. Whole night i have been doing very little programming.I can say very much is not my own programming and functions from elsewhere.I cant compile so i duno whether it will work or not. Very sad about itI am the burden of the whole group. They all can do

Rot at home

2008-07-15T04:27:00.002+08:00

time now on the clock is 4.37am on tuesday morning.Just wana summarize what i have been doing past few days.Friday night went drinking with shah(bday boy), nick, gin, rin, pk.Went to punggol marina.. quite a ok place only... would have preferred boat quay instead.. at least going back is easier. Wasnt that fun.. only saw ppl getting drunk and didnt sleep much before going out on saturday morning

Too Slack

2008-07-11T15:44:00.002+08:00

I have been slacking too much...Today i almost did nothing... Feel like a worthless person. Woke up at 1(cos i sleep at 6). tried to do abit of my project but for no reason, just cant focus and end up doing nothing.Been watching shows after shows i dl.UNTIL.... my mom ask me to pick up some rambutans from my aunt downstairs in 5 mins.I seriously thought that was just a rough timing and my aunt

FYP. I am screwed up.

2008-07-10T18:48:00.003+08:00

What a strange time. After half a year of not posting anything.. and years of not writing anything inside my blog.. I found myself coming back to this blog again.why ??i think a blog is really the place where i can rely on .. to talk about my worries. happiness and sadness...Blog wont abandon me as long as i remember the id.Over the past 9 months. I ORD... and started a new phase of life..new

I am the 2% --> 5 > 45 > 40 > S > Singapore > Elephant > Tomato!!

2008-01-08T01:50:00.000+08:00

Think of a number from 1 to 10 Multiply that number by 9 If the number is a 2-digit number, add the digits togetherNow subtract 5Determine which letter in the alphabet corresponds to the number you ended up with (example: 1=a, 2=b, 3=c,etc.)Think of a country that starts with that letter. Remember the last letter of the name of that country. Think of the name of an animal that starts with

Finally some heart to heart talk.

2007-12-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

hey, finally some talking of my own.Been busy with the stupid crypto and system admin. Sys admin is pretty fun.. but quite fed up when i cant get it going. Alot of stuffs i can do and learn..Crypto turned out to be a killer indeed.I didnt fail my assignment but exams is tomorrow. I am studying up on all theory and abandon mathematics.Hopefully tat is enough to pass exams..I really duno.Think i

Pisces horoscope reading

2007-12-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

PISCES - The Partner for LifeCaring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get

How will you be defined in the dictionary?

2007-12-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

ore yi peng --[noun]:A person with a taste for acornsyipeng -- [noun]:A real life muppet

yuo cna raed tihs??

2007-11-28T13:28:00.000+08:00

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid, too.Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe tuo fo 100 anc.i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the

Comparision of guys and girls about love

2007-11-25T12:44:00.000+08:00

Guys drink to forget about the girl... Girls drink to think back about the guy... When guys are in love, they become poor. When girls are in love, they become pretty... Guys can forget, but cannot forgive... Girls can forgive, but cannot forget.. Guys care the most about the quantity of love... Girls care the most about the quality of love.. Guys break-up when they feel love from another girl...

Share some videos.

2007-10-18T03:33:00.000+08:00

Hey, today is the end of my computer security. Finally the end of the lectures. anyway the assignments are all killers. I dont know how to even begin.Puttin that aside I have some video link for u guys to go and see..綠袖子作詞：陳靜楠　作曲：方文良　編曲：洪敬堯你送的鳶尾花早已經枯了你教的那首歌我學會彈了風　把旋律吹亂了心　又隨風飛走了我的手指　彈著彈著　想起你了＊習慣在你手心練習那首歌　習慣有你指尖輕輕跟著和　歌　裡不再有你了你　還在回憶住著　愈想忘了　愈會記得有你多快樂＃揮別春天的綠袖子秋天開始　愛成飄落的葉子　你的左手　有我許多沒寫完的字　獨奏的綠袖子

Crypto-lor-simi.

2007-10-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

Yet another day of com security, this time about digital signature. I tot it would have no relation with the previous topics. Or at least no more math. But more math formulas came in. Whats more its all linked.Goonzu- i bought and sold a set of bronze keys. Finally saved myself from the no money-ness.Dont think i am going to sell more stuffs. Just want the tiger so my stuff is somewhat complete

A nice video blog. Good singing.

2007-10-12T01:47:00.000+08:00

http://www.im.tv/VLOG/Personal/1296405/2685587Above is a video blog. That girl likes to sing. Below is the lyrics李玟 - 第九夜想像心正在起飛漫步在地中海邊再見說過了以後我離開你很遠自以為是的從容不想你把心放空卻忘了旅行終究得回頭我在回來時把倔強遺忘在入境的門口再也無處可躲滿身的失落在這第九夜沒有你的我終於開始感到寂寞過去這期間我的無所謂全都是謊言過了第九夜我想用一切回到十天前的世界想念那窗外卻已天黑天黑想像心正在起飛漫步在地中海邊再見說過了以後我離開你很遠自以為是的從容不想你把心放空卻忘了旅行終究得回頭我在回來時把倔強遺忘在入境的門口再也無處可躲滿身的失落在這第九夜沒有你的我終於開始感到寂寞過去這期間我的無所謂

Digital System Security - isit the right choice?

2007-10-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

hi, this 2 days i been doing a new lecture by susilo. Called Computer security. Didnt expect this subject to be about cryptography and so damm difficult. F***.http://www.securityfocus.com/microsoft <<<< this website is to see all your vulnerabilities on microsoft.The last 1 week been fun. Did System administration by Daniel Saffioti. He is good at cracking jokes and makes alot of ppl stand to do

2007-10-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

Command Firefox Internet Explorer Opera Add Bookmark Ctrl/Cmd+D Ctrl/Cmd+D Ctrl/Cmd+T Back Backspace 1 Alt+<- Win/Linux Ctrl/Cmd+[ Mac/Linux Cmd+<- Mac BackspaceAlt/Option+<- BackspaceAlt/Option+<-Ctrl/Cmd+<-Z Bookmarks Ctrl/Cmd+B Ctrl+I Win Ctrl/Cmd+I F4Ctrl/Cmd+Alt/Option+BCtrl/Cmd+1 Caret Browsing F7 Feature Not Available Feature Not

some older photos +today's blogging..

2007-10-08T02:31:00.001+08:00

all were me in 2006. When i was in army. I think i am fatter then. was so slack and i think i really got to push myself to slim down. Lookin at these faces brings back alot of memories.People who i like, dont like, people who did certain things and leave a trace in my life.I am glad all these happened and made me the person i am today.Today i woke up late. On my pc and started studying actually.

Pictures. From the past till now.

2007-10-08T02:11:00.000+08:00

Below are some of my photos. From the past till now. above are recent photos which are taken in oct. feel tat i look better in pic now than last time. at least now my pimples are nt there. Whats left over are all the acne scars and my ugly face.y didnt god give me height when he know my face is gonna be like this ?maybe tats y i got to work harder than others. to slim down, to have a pretty face

I'm back. For good.

2007-10-05T01:41:00.000+08:00

Hi, I am back. After so long. a 2 years + break from army and my relationships, i am back finally.I realise that a blog is an emotional let-out and it is really a good mean of venting of your emotions. I feel that i am finally a grown up - someone who really knows what he is doing and is in control of his life.RelationshipI have broken up with ms EVE for going a year already. Please dont prompt

Reputation and character

2007-03-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

The circumstances amid which you life determine your reputation; the truth you believe determines your character. Reputation is what you are supposed to be; character is what you are. Reputation is the photograph; character is the face. Reputation comes over one from without; character grows up from within. Reputation is what you have when you come to a new community; character is what you have

importance of sleep

2006-11-17T02:25:00.000+08:00

A man can go two weeks without eating. But if hedoesn't rest at all, hecan only survive for one week. Sleeping providesus the time to rest ourinternal organs, eyes and brains. Poor sleepquality can cause internaldamage to our internal organs and brains.Therefore, sleeping is veryimportant to us. If you wish to have a long lifeand stay healthy, pleasetake note of the advice below.5 DON'TS when you

Trust

2006-10-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

In a relationship, there must always be trust lying somewhere.Even though this trust can often be breached and often been misplaced,at the end of the day, you have got to trust your loved ones.Deep in my heart, something that happened in the past will always come back to haunt you.Even though the incidents are not the same, it does strike some similiarities and causes an impact on me.Just like

2006-07-23T03:19:00.000+08:00

How can I avoid mosquito bites?How do I avoid mosquito bites and some other sorts of insect bites(besides using the spray and lotion stuff)? 10 answersBest AnswerThere are some ways to prevent mosquitoes from biting you1.Wear Socks: 80% of all bites are on the ankle.Wear closed toed shoes for the same reason2.Avoid Bannanas during the mosquito season: Bannanas produce a phermone that mosquitoes

I'm back finally - Serving the nation

2006-05-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

Guess after 9 months being in army.. what have i become... i Became a medic.. a combat medic some more .. its only here which i find that being a medic isnt easy to talk about and there is really alot of stuffs to do and learn .. its endless.. its unlike in BMT or something even if i am doing all the exercises.. i am happy .. here its not tat kind of environment..Its alot more stressful .. alot

Reporting to Tekong at 9.45 BMTC 2

2005-09-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

Its 1am .. later today is the big day .. i am enlisting into army in 945.No time to blog for a long time.. finally came back to say that i am leaving.When i return .. i think i can come and tell everyone wat is really going on in tekong .. and wat happens to meThanks for not forgetting this blog after so long didnt update.-alpha-

Does ur girl do this to U ??

2005-07-08T07:44:00.000+08:00

Saw this in friendster .. kinda interesting .. sharing it with everyone.Enjoy reading.(Note : I haven even read it myself)Message: Does ur girl do this to U ?? Would you really wanna hurt her?think about it for a moment....if ur girl is willing to be with through all painn problemsit means she really loves u n she is willing toendure allthe pain u face....would u wanna let go of urgirl...the only

Cnet

2005-07-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

Been working at cnet for 1 month plus.. 1st time using in the office. haha .. cos my com always no internet .. can finally try to use le .. haha .. cant blog much .. so i think i go home then i blog ba .. okko .. its lunch hour now .. but over soon le .. going to end le.. i think i go back to work already .. blog next time.

2005-05-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

A love match between a Cancer and a Pisces is a positive meeting of spirits.Both signs are basically tolerant and sympathetic, and Pisces is easily energized by Cancer's ideas.A Pisces mate can open a Cancer's eyes to the world of creativity and spirituality. In turn, Cancer's practicality can be a guide, leading Pisces to the fruition of their dreamy, utopian ideas.This celestial pairing

A random Bulletin Board story.

2005-05-31T00:58:00.000+08:00

The guy who loves you, if he can'talways see you,he will try to make himself busy, for not to haveany time to remember you, because he knew, if hedid, he will keep on missing you until he could donothing.The guy who loves you, can't tell you the reasonwhy he loves you. He only knew that, in his eyes,you are the only one.The guy who loves you, seldom praises you, but inhis heart, you are the best,

What Does your BirthDate Means ??

2005-05-28T03:59:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: February 26Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energy) modifies your life by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the business world.In this environment you have the skills to work very well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date.There is a marked increase in organizational, managerial, and administrative abilities.You are

Cadbury Commercial Song & Lyrics

2005-05-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

I really like this track ... The commercial song from cadbury http://funk.port5.com/soul/cadbury.html its a fantastic song .. lol .. really love the lyrics .. i am able to find the song on lime wire .. The title is :: Beach Boys - Wouldn't it be nice ::It was by chance i try to find wouldn't it be nice cos its the most catchy phrase in the song ... and i GOt IT !! Bingo .. Below i put the lyrics

TP ~~ I Finally passed

2005-05-14T02:15:00.000+08:00

After a long more than 6 months .. i finally passed my Driving and got my Class 3 Driving license ... though its been a long time .. I didnt forget tat i still need to pass this driving test ...Today so anxious ... i morning wake up went to toilet le ... "Pai Du" u know... then after tat .. was abit late .. so canot take bus. Went to HG mall to take taxi but i cant get the taxi, kept waiting and

Movies I Have Watched [Put A 'X' Behind If You Have Watch]

2005-05-14T02:01:00.000+08:00

Movies I Have Watched [Put A 'X' Behind If You Have Watch] Message: ( )Aviator( )Assault on Precinct 13(x)Apollo 13(x)Anaconda(x)Anaconda 2(x)Anna And the King( )Napoleon Dynamite( )Saw(x)Spy Kids(x)Spy Kids 2( )303()White Noise( )White Oleander( )Anger Management(x)50 First Dates( )Jason X( )Constantine(x)Scream(x)Scream 2(x)Scream 3( )Scary Movie(x)Scary Movie 2(x)Scary Movie 3( )American Pie(x

Friends Are Not Hotels !!

2005-05-10T03:02:00.000+08:00

SHE used to be my classmate. We shared the same hobbies, borrowed each other's lecture notes and had long telephone conversations. All that changed when she had a boyfriend. She would cancel our appointments whenever he asked her out. The first time it happened, I shrugged it off and even squealed in excitement for her. The second time it happened, I was annoyed but only remarked casually that I

2005-05-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

*Guys should NEVER make emptypromises..The girl will NEVER forget that u NEVER keep urpromise....*Guys should be MORE sensitive to a girl'sfeelings..*Guys should NEVER neglect their GF just becozoftheir buddies..*Guys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their GF..*Guys should NEVER LIE.. coz the Girls rSMARTthese days..*Guys should ALWAYS be the BEST ineverything...So that the Girl can learn from u..Yet

2005-04-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

Teddy Bear~ *huggy* {edit by mei mei}

2005-04-28T02:47:00.000+08:00

Take A Quiz to Spot the Fake Smile.Can You Spot A Fake smile???Spot the fake smileURL: http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/mind/surveys/smiles/index.shtmlResultsYou got 11 out of 20 correct Look at the labels below each image to see which smiles are genuine and which are fake.Most people are surprisingly bad at spotting fake smiles. One possible explanation for this is that it may be easier

2005-04-25T16:15:00.000+08:00

GUYS!! u shld read!! i will do good for ur relationship!! c0s it's oh so true!! Message: Sounds familiar?11.05pm, guy and gal were chatting happily, when guy uncontrollably yawnsbad example============gal (sounding out): you feeling sleeping??guy: yeah, tired from work...gal (sounds concern): ok, shan't disturb u, go and sleep lahguy: ok, you have an early nite too..guy hangs up the phone.5 min

2005-04-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

THIS IS THE SEXY TEST... HOW SEXY R U?GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.QUESTIONS!!!!!!1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?a) Darkb) Light2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:a) Go to a party?b) Go out to eat?3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:a) Baby-Pinkb) Yellowc) Baby-Blued)

2005-04-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

Be sure to read all the way to the bottom! One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and

2005-04-11T07:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes .. you dont wana say certain things. But you did. Sometimes u didnt mean to do certain things, but u did. Likewise , When u have been thinking of someone and something ... u could have gone straight to do it. but certain things pull you back. Until now i still cant handle a relation .. though i wanted to do it right .. In my mind .. the Yes and No question keep popping .. but i have an

2005-04-07T02:21:00.000+08:00

http://www.big-boys.com/articles/numanuma.htmlLook at this ... its really funny ... perhaps u can imitate this ...

2005-04-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

guess its time to start blogging again...Today its a sunday ... initially .. think i should stay home de .. but the night b4 agreed jasmine to accompany her go bugis as her necklace broke .. then was talking to dear ... she been bz lately also .. seems quite stressful .. Well .. woke up kind of late today .. wake up then saw timing ... watch One Piece on Tv le .. haha . not bad also ... then woke

2005-03-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

On monday .. i met shenyan ..its her birthday~~~~ We exchanged presents .. talk a little then she went for lecture le .. a pity cant spend her birthday with her .. would like to .. Had quite a nice day at school .. could do the things i was asked to do .. complete on time .. and even went to PS early .. i was meeting Charbor(carol) and Xiaoangel(betty).. agreed b4hand that i go out with them ..

2005-02-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

Today is actually not Feb 28. I changed the date cos i want to write for the day of my birthday. My Birthday was on the saturday as you all know.. Its been the most fantastic and best birthday i ever had. ALl my life i haven had a birthay party done up b4 .. this is the 1st .. and i hope it doesnt end here...I need to thank the ppl who came to sms me and msn me wishing me happy birthday. It made

2005-02-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

This time ... its a change of the template .. but not done by me .. all the credit goes to karen ... Thank you karen ~~ muackz..Today woke up and went to school early .. even reach there early.. but when i was on the bus then i realise.. i forgot to bring my handphone ... OMG .. and i tot another dreadful day without hp.GUess i was wrong .. its kind of peaceful without my hp .. though i really

2005-02-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese new Year everyone .. Today Day 2 of chinese new year... Can say this this year is indeed a better year as compared to previous year ... Though last year was very very eventful .. there are parts which i didnt exactly enjoy ... Up to today .. The year have still been not as bad .. things are not going tat bad for me .. luck seems to be coming back to me ... i hope i am blessed with

2005-01-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

Saw this in an irc channel .. dirty .. but interesting .. anyway .. its nt exactly RA .. its just a flash about mario. Check this out >>> http://uploads.ungrounded.net/196000/196510_Son_of_a_Peach_.swf

2005-01-29T03:20:00.000+08:00

This Love by Maroon 5 "I was so high I did not recognize The fire burning in her eyes The chaos that controlled my mind" You were so great in 2004 that you make everyone a little bit sick! What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

2005-01-29T02:59:00.000+08:00

Take the quiz: "What's your kissing style??"You're a Klever Kisser46 and 60: You're a Klever Kisser! A Klever Kisser enjoys being seductive and desirable. You're the kind of person that is naturally more erotic and aggressive. You enjoy being sensual and involving the entire body in a kiss. You don't mind displaying your affection in any location, and pride yourself in your kissing technique. You

2005-01-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

happy New year yesterday new year eve ... went down to school for lessons .. school was normal actually ... went down to the lab also ... saw the teacher that lent me the notes .. JoyceL << the project teacher .. she actually quite good despite looking so fierce .. Stayed in the lab till 12 plus .. then think that i shld leave lor .. didnt follow the gang to go out for the night as i had planned

2004-12-20T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hello blog readers, today is a special day for me. My last day of work. Morning wake up duno why feels kind of tired .. went off to work like normal .. The bus to amk came late .. SO i am late for work .. Kind of sianz... waited almost half an hour ..i spent the time walkin around at amk central.. see around for present ... Sherene invited me to go to her birthday.. held at her house.. so i

2004-11-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

hi, my long time no touch blog. The last entry was at 17th November was it ?? Cant quite remember .. but i am no long a 1 year ago blog addict anymore .. last time i used to blog everyday .. just plain blogging without doing any design.. but for now .. its more of design than blogging .. guess i am lacking the content. The Recent designs have been done by dear miss beta ger.. Thank you so so much

2004-11-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

a tuesday. 2nd week of holiday. Last week i have been going out everyday ... now then i realise i spent alot of money going out. Abit too late .. but at least i am not totally broke now. Just tat i have to be cautious of what i am spending. Today woke up quite late.. 11 plus .. was thinking . my bro wanted to go down to sim lim tat side to modify xbox .. after which i can go down to ssdc and

2004-11-13T01:32:00.000+08:00

Havn been blogging since IPP got busy. Did my stupid documentation .. and went to learn driving .. and this week .. got my results for my IPP report .. i am so so disappointed in the result .. out of 5 i only got 3 .. WHY ??? other ppl mostly all got 4.. my supervisor is always not around... I am just a little sad .. but anyway ... i guess Hanrong would be even more sad .. cos he had put in so so

2004-11-02T09:36:00.000+08:00

AAmbivalentLLuckyPPatrioticHHandsomeAArtyName / Username: Name Acronym GeneratorFrom Go-Quiz.com

2004-10-31T01:31:00.000+08:00

Heres some good Cool Stunts you would like to see.. http://www.parkour.fr/action/videos.php Do check out the stunts that you normally see in jet lee and jacky chan movies.. but this is a little cooler~ Trust me.. and the hip hop music .. its fantastic. Anyway .. my blog template have just been changed. All thanks to beta^ger. Thank you Beta^ger. Now my blog is alot nicer .. and less